I was laid off yesterday. I have no job. They terminated me because of all the days I missed due to River's death and memorial service. It really hurts us to not have a second income at the moment, but I also get this time to myself to grieve poperly. I will be putting in more volunteer hours at the animal rescue and continue to search for a job. I am also having business cards made so people can use me as a pet sitter or have dog training consultations. Since I am not certified yet, I can only consult. I'll be able to focus more on school and finish faster as well.
Not only was I depressed in the first place, this just made it worse. But I need to try to find a positive out of this. Wish me luck.